Thursday, 18 August 2016

Hi all,

This is my last blog post for my summer internship in Cape Town. I wanted to use this last post to reflect on my experience and thank the people responsible for it. I really appreciate everyone who devoted time to make it happen and who dealt with me throughout the summer. Especially Kendall and Dr. Jim Sleight who went above and beyond to support me in my ups and downs and always were there when I needed extra help. I couldn’t have done it without them. My parents and friends were extremely supportive and I couldn't have gotten there or back without them.

In terms of meeting my own learning goals, this experience definitely exceeding all expectations. I was able to learn first hand what it takes to own and operate an international NGO, as well as getting to experience all of the different parts of BEEP’s programming. This will help me in making future career path decisions and will probably influence my near term class choices in that this experience has made me more interested in the Community Development aspects of the NRES program. BEEP has demonstrated to me the value of building up a community through environmental education and has shown the amazing impact that one organization can have.

Through my work in BEEP, I also learned a lot about the environmental issues facing South Africa such as intrusion of invasive species and critical drought risks. I was able to not only learn alongside the kids, but also help to teach new students in the organization. During my off days, I was able to experience so much that Cape Town had to offer in terms of different foods, people and places to see. It was an adventure I will never forget and one I would definitely recommend to others in the future.

Signing off,

Cameron Baller

Friday, 5 August 2016


 This is my second-to-last blog post for this Cape Town trip. I will include a more reflective post in the near future in order to complete my class assignment. I had hoped this post would be as wonderful as the others because my experience was so awesome, all the way to the end.



I saw the Big5 animals on a Safari, got a little to close to an Ostrich, saw Cape Penguins and experienced the point where the Atlantic and Indian oceans meet. 


During these last couple of weeks I was able to work a lot more with Lindela on building the future for BEEP. We worked to help the students and leaders to succeed however possible. This experience was simply great. Here is a picture from Kendall and I’s last hike. It was much like the first, except this time it was just the two of us. No fox suit.
I would have posted more pictures, but I really didn’t have the time. I was so caught up in the trip that I forgot to keep up with my blog. I also forgot how to take care of myself, which is a story for another time and place. Instead of a mass of pictures, I will leave with this post with a small journal entry I wrote for my other class. I think it sums up why I love BEEP so much, and also why it can be so frustrating to work within.

Here is the entry:

“Against "Efficiency": A Rigorous Defense of BEEP as an Alternative to Neoliberalism

I was meant to criticize BEEP in this journal, but I am not going to. I truly believe that BEEP is amazing. Instead of criticizing BEEP, I am going to carefully lay out the most obvious criticism of BEEP, explain the implicit assumptions of this critique and then explain why they are wrong.

"BEEP is Inefficient"

From the outside in, BEEP seems extremely disorganized. People are often "late", no one seems to be "in control" of what is being taught, no one seems to be delegating to anyone and subsequently, sometimes many people are just sitting in the office or elsewhere doing absolutely nothing that is "productive." The value based assumptions of each of these arguments are based in the importance of maximizing productive time, creating hierarchal structures of power distribution, perfectly delegating work and finally, becoming constantly productive. 

The assumption in the efficiency critique of BEEP is that maximizing time, perfect delegation, hierarchal power structures and ultimately, constant productivity are good. I disagree. These three assumptions form the basis of the final conclusion of these "efficiency" critics: BEEP cannot "grow." This leads me to the focus questions for this journal: 

-Why is "efficiency" good? 
-Where does "efficiency" come from?
-Who does "efficiency" benefit?
-What would it mean for the world to move beyond "efficiency"?


A simple critique of maximizing productive time:
A BEEP where everyone maximized their time would have no room for the hours of discussion that happen between the members of BEEP. Then BEEP would not be a community, but a factory producing new opportunities for Lindela (and maybe some of the other top-tier members), but would work everyone to the bone just to acheive that.


A simple critique of perfect delegation: 
A BEEP where Lindela from the top perfectly delegated would mean no one in the organization would have the agency to craft the meaning of BEEP and what it is all about BEEP. They might be able to make small decisions, but Lindela would be the captain, running a ship where the sailors were trained to do what their told first and think later.


A simple critique of power heirarchies:
A BEEP where power was distributed from the top down would mean Lindela would have perfect control. He could tell every single person what to do to achieve his own ends, and they couldn't say no. For the kids who don't make money from BEEP, that might be okay. However, for the people whose livelihoods depend on Lindela, this would make him their master. It also would consolidate Lindela's power in defining the organization. A fundamental part of BEEP is that the people on the bottom and everywhere in between have the agency to define BEEP however they so choose. A power heirarchy would slowly sap that agency, from the top-down.


A simple critique of constant productivity:
A BEEP where people are constantly productive would serve Lindela's ends by forcing his workers to do everything they can to maximize his goals at their own expense. This is the fundamental basis of inequality. It would make BEEP a parasite, sucking the life out of its members to push Lindela to the top (and maybe one or two others under him, if their lucky).


"Efficiency" for whom?
This "efficiency" is fundamentally meant to help the elite at the expense of everyone else. Occupy Wall Street was a joke, but at least they got one thing right. "Efficiency" is premised on destroying the 99% to build up the 1%. A BEEP premised on "efficiency" would propel Lindela to the top, and destroy its members in the process. Luckily, the critics haven't got to Lindela yet.



BEEP: A structure of mutual production
BEEP is such a mess in the view of neoliberal "efficiency" critics for one reason: it is premised not on parasitic production, but on mutual production. This is not against efficiency in the abstract, but what we mean when we say "Efficiency" as a ideogical super-structure. BEEP is about efficiency in mutual growth. Growth together; a concept that could literally save the world."